♥ I left my heart in ♥ Tokyo ♥

I'm back, and jet lagged! Eugh I feel horrendous and I have the busiest week with really important work stuff going on, ahhh too much in too little time!!!

I had so much fun while I was away, I went out for the most delicious dinner in a restaurant recommended by Mr Perfect. He really is so thoughtful, after I told him I was going to Tokyo for a few days he told me that he used to spend a lot of time there and that he would recommend some places. The day before I left he sent me a huge e-mail with enough drinks/cocktail/wine/dinner/lunch/afternoon tea suggestions, enough for a month there :-)

The place we chose was amazing, and myself and my friends had a great time.

I also may have picked up a little sugar while I was there. I was by the pool in the shade under cabana, reading a book and drinking diet coke and eating calamari salads...ummm yum...with friends. Opposite me were two business men, who were later joined by a third. All were very smartly dressed, nice suits, and had a bottle of wine. They were obviously admiring the view of myself and my friends, although I was really not prepared for the hour of flirty looks and winks, tongue pokes, and smiles coming my way from business man number 1. I had on a multi coloured maxi dress over bikini bottoms, my hair scraped up and no make up on, not my best moment I'm sure.

So I notice the waiter circling our table, over and over. I used this opportunity to ask for the bill, saying 'I only have an hour until I leave so id like to pay'. The waiter was carrying on with his walking around us looking busy, and I was starting to wonder why, I just wanted to pay my bill!

Later, the waiter walks over to business man number 1, talks in hushed voices, and comes straight to me with my bill. I open it to find a note, and a paid bill. The quickly scrawled note said ' Only an hour left? But We haven't even met...' so I stood up and walked over the table. He met me half way, we spoke and I asked how he knew I had only an hour until I flew home... his answer, he had tipped the waiter to listen in on anything I said so that he could find out about me.... strange but I liked the honesty and the balls, so we branched off from our respective tables, sitting in the hotel lobby and talking for half an hour or so.

He kept asking if he could send me a bottle of wine to my room for me to get ready with, but I explained I was working that evening and so wouldn't be drinking beforehand. I thought this was sweet.

Business man one told me he is separated, 2 kids, a stock broker, South African and his offices are v v close to where I stay in South Africa. He is white, dark hair, well built, tall, and has a scar which I love, I like a rough around the edges James Bond look, I love character. He was charming and we got along well, So I gave him my number and he is taking me out on my next trip over :-)

In other news, Mr Perfect has gone on vacay for a week, which is great because I need to concentrate as I have a big week this week. We will meet when he arrives home. Mr Shot Myself In The Foot is ill, which also bodes well for me as I don't want him to think I'm putting him off, I'm just too busy this week.

There are other pots on the back-burner, so many to choose from I love the sugar seas right now!

Loving reading everyones posts, a lot of blogs retuning after a break which I love!

Kisses, Baby Bow xx

These are a few of bows favorite things....

Since joining Facebook I have had a few messages and e-mails asking me about certain outfits and beauty products Ive mentioned in past blogs. I am going to be quite a busy little baby over the next week so I have decided to make a post, just about fashion and beauty.

If you enjoy this post and would like to share your tips leave a comment, or better a post if your a blogger too, shared advice is sweeter advice!

Before I ever had any kind of sugar daddy, before this sugar world was but a twinkle in my eye, I used to wish I could have designer purses, bags and shoes. I think that if your shoes and purse look expensive, it pulls together the rest of your outfit, so it doesn't matter if that is from topshop. Although your potential Sugar Daddy will understand you don't quite have the funds for your lifestyle yet, that's what your there for after all, they will appreciate seeing a glimpse of how well you dress and how stylish you are - immediately in their mind they will imagine traveling first class with you, bringing you to a business event or a work function.

If you haven't met your sugar daddy yet, there are a few great websites that you can buy replica bags on and now even shoes such as Christian Louboutins and YSL and Jimmy Choo. Now, i have to be honest I don't like fakes, they don't wear as well and will not last - but I admit they are great for a few dates, just don't expect them to last forever! I am lucky enough to have a few pieces bought either by myself or from my past SD, so I usually always wear a pair of Christian Louboutins on a date - they are timeless and sexy, and i find my dates always comment on them which is lovely. I think it is much better to buy something like this than spend a huge amount of money that you don't have, after all, if the desired effect works you will be on 5th ave before you know it!

Its never a good idea to buy a bag/shoe that is plastered in the label, inside and out. I went through a phase of wearing juicy couture head to toe with my last sugar daddy, he thought it was cute, which was lucky, because when i look back now I looked like a brightly coloured baby. I also used to own a Louis Vuitton print jacket and matching knee high boots, all in denim monogram. Double denim is never a good look - even if it is Louis Vuitton. Eeeeuhk!

So with that in mind, try to pick something classic that will go with all of your outfits, and be noticed for the right reasons, not the wrong.

Here are some good websites for harder to find designer shoes:

• http://www.jimmychoos.net/ - great for Alexander Mcqueen, YSL and Jimmy Choos. Also sell Birkins.




• http://www.manolo-blahnik.com/ - Manolos, Balmain, Giuseppe Zanotti boots.
  

They all sell pretty much sell the same stuff, just don't be disappointed as the quality is not the same as the ones you look at in the stores, and on close inspection you can tell. Good for a few wears without spending too much or for a pair that might go out of fashion quickly. There is also a good website Jess Bunny mentioned in one of her blogs so check that out too for bags.

The only thing I wouldn't suggest you copy is a designer watch, there are so many giveaways on a fake and its better to have a nice understated watch than a flashy fake designer one that looks tacky. My watch is fairly loud and flashy and for that reason I hardly wear it, sometimes I will but it makes quite a statement so I would love a simply stylish and 'timeless' Cartier or a Patek Phillippe :-)

If you have the Daddy and you are lucky enough to already have you allowance and gifts, a great place to shop is:

• http://www.net-a-porter.com/ - You name it they sell it, I almost wet myself I get so excited looking on here. Your new shoes/dress/ comes packaged in a black box with a ribbon and and if you live in the city you can get the same day delivery in just a few hours!
  

When spending a lot of your allowance still be careful on your choices, I bought a pair of Louboutins and because they are cream and suede all i do is look at them, i wore them out to dinner once and as it was raining wouldn't leave the restaurant until it stopped, just because of the shoes. Don't spend £600 for something you are too scared to wear!! A good tip is if you do invest in Louboutins, take them to Harrods or your nearest Louboutin and get the red sole grips added because the soles are smooth and it will stop the red sole from scratching.

Make up: I love Bobbi Brown and Mac, pop into a department store before a date and ask to have your make up retouched or a make up lesson. I do this all the time because they try things you may not think of and it stops you getting into a 'make up rut' which is easy to do.

Eyelashes: Love flash eyelashes and now you can have them as natural or as false as you like. For a night out with the girls I use Mac or Shu Uemura who is the expert on eyelashes! Go to the Shu Eyelash bar in London or New York and get them applied, they make your eyes pop and are so glamorous and you can try layering more than one pair at once. For a natural look, I always apply Eylure eyelash extensions myself, they are so easy, look pretty and are cheap. You can get a cat eye effect and just add a few long ones on the edges of your eyes!

Body: I swear by Roc Rentinol Anti Cellulite cream, it makes your skin clear with no dimples and leaves them feeling silky. After you use it for two weeks you drop inches and can maintain it.

I once spoke to a make up artist who worked on sex and the city, she said to mix an anti cellulite cream with a bronzing liquid to get amazing legs.

If you cant be bothered to mix it yourself try Nars body glow from Sephora - Victoria Beckham apparently uses this and i always think her body looks glowing and tanned.

Teeth: If you live in the States you will have this in your local shops, in fact you probably have amazing teeth already! You can order some online too. Its called crest whitening toothpaste with baking soda and peroxide and it starts working right away to get stains off teeth and leave them sparkling. I bring it back for friends and family by the suitcase full! Its only a few dollars too. If used with a good electric toothbrush with a whitening head, the results are even better...
Also try Arm and Hammer whitening booster which is just peroxide you brush on, i use both and think my teeth are so many shades lighter than they were. If you have your teeth whitened professionally its a great way to keep the colour up.

Hair: I like TIGI products and Aussie, but I think my hair looks best when I use a purple shampoo. Purple shampoo is for white or grey hair, and it takes out golden or brassy/yellow tones. But used on blonde hair it gives a platinum shine and keeps your highlights looking fresh. Just try not to use too much as I did once and my hair took on a blue tint! If you have dark or red hair John Frida do a really nice colour booster that works the same. I also love bumble and bumble styling products, their thickening spray is tres chic!

Fragrance: Jo Malone is my favorite, there are so many to choose from in the most beautiful packaging. I personally like Orange Blossom and I would love to own the matching Orange candles. For the day time, I like to buy from either Victoria's Secret or Bath and Body Works as they both do a great range of body sprays that are lush. My current favorite is the new festive range in Gilded Ginger Creme, it smells of Christmas and ginger bread cookies and they do a matching shimmer cream! Yum!

That is about it, thankfully as I've written so much! Tomorrow I'm off to Tokyo and when I get home I have a lot to do so I may have a little gap in my blogs. I'm hoping when I blog again il be seeing Mr Perfect and other suitors and will have plenty good stuff to post :-)

Until Then.... Love Baby Bow x x

The Sugar Seas.....

So the sugar day dates are over, phew! That was a long few days!

On the first evening I had the pleasure of meeting beautiful honey baby our fellow sugar baby blogger, If I could link to her blog I would, but I'm useless at these things - I didn't get blonde hair for nothing ;-) We drank champagne and got admired by a room full of sugar daddy's, but we were more interested in telling each other our sugar quests than hunt down fresh sugar.

There was a few problems with the underground in London, so I had to do a 'Mr Date' on a few of my potentials which sucked, I really don't like to let people down. Of course I apologised, and they asked to re-arrange.

So out of the guys I met, I am very interested in Mr Perfect and Mr Shot Myself In The Foot! Mr perfect and I had the loveliest date Ive ever had, a lunch date that lasted 4 hours. Yes, that's right, FOUR whole hours......

We met at a Harrods department store, he has a apartment around the corner and called this his 'corner shop'..... That's it, right there. That is what I want. I want to call Knightsbridge 'my road' , Harrods my 'corner shop', Nobu my 'cafe'!

When I arrived he was already there, as I had to walk so freaking far (due to the underground) in the most inappropriate shoe situation you have ever seen. I had on an all black outfit consisting of black leggings, a black long frilled shirt, a little caramel fur jacket and my caramel long over the knee boots - perfect!

But, as you can imagine, not so perfect for walking over cobbles trying to find your way to Harrods. I giggled, when I passed a 6 star hotel and the door man called me over. I walked over, teetering on the cobbled street, and he asked me for my autograph, pen and notepad in hand. Hilarious. WTF is that all about!! I cocked my head like some kind of confused poodle, looking like an airhead unintentionally while ignoring the question, asking him the way to Harrods. He asked me if id like a lift in the Rolls Royce, to which I declined and followed his directions. Crazy start to the morning already :-)

After hopping into the express lift and whizzing myself up to the top floor restaurant I saw a figure stand up as I approached the table, it was Mr perfect. We sat down and I said "I don't usually look so red and sweaty" as id walked so far, he laughed and ordered me some sparkling water. We drank wine, ate the most lovely 3 course lunch, talked and talked and talked some more. I found out so much about him, and I am so glad I spotted him from his incognito profile. He is like a diamond in the sh*t, covered by a crappy one liner profile :-)

It started to get dark, and I realised we had been sat there for hours. People had come, ate and gone, come ate and gone, including some of the royal family, who were apparently sat on the next table but I didn't even notice... He thanked me, payed on a black American Express, and asked me to see him again some time. A few hours later, I text him and we have spoken and will meet again for lunch next week. Yay :-)

Mr Shot Myself On The Foot is at the front of my mind too, and we are also meeting next week. I am still interested in Mr K, as unfortunately I didn't get to meet him. He seems promising and down to earth, so I will re arrange.

I have to say, i am loving the sugar dating at the moment. It seems like there are so many more quality, diamond sugar daddy men around, maybe its the calm of the storm after the economic downturn? Maybe its the ripple, of the great sea of sugar that is coming our way. All I know is I'm going to be at the top, riding that wave on a pink diamond encrusted surf board!

Till later Sugars, Love Baby Bow xx

The Sugar days are coming... plus more contenders!!

After my blanket coverage of e-mails described in my last post, my little inbox is still reaping the rewards with reply, after reply after reply. All makes for a very excited Sugar Baby. Although I am slightly concerned that I may have squeezed too many contenders into just two days....

Ive had to buy myself a cute pink Moleskine notebook to keep up - So organised, So unlike me!

So to add to the list of Potentials I am meeting over the coming sugar week, commencing tomorrow are, in no particular order...

Mr P.S - Mr PS, fairly blah/vanilla/ordinary, so much so that I just used initials as a name, but hopeful on the allowance front. Agreed to a 4-5K allowance, that's about a 7-8k allowance for you American baby's with the green bills :-) He wants to see me once or twice in London, and then take me on a business trip once or twice a month too for a night at a time. If first class travel is provided - I'm there. The only bad side to Mr P.S is the fact I'm not keen on his picture.... thats put me off.
Late 40's, don't get me wrong he isn't butt ugly, but he is not what I would usually go for. He looks like my doctor, and that's a bit weird. But, for allowance prospects alone he is worth a slot in sugar day one.

Meeting planned for Mr P.S - Sugar day one - Afternoon Coffee

Mr Gum Tree - Mr Gum Tree, named so as found on Gum Tree. Gum Tree is a website, a lot like Craig's List, where you can post pretty much anything. While looking around, I decided to check out the 'guys seeking girls' section - hit up a quick search for 'Sugar, Daddy, Beneficial, Arrangement' and out came Mr Gum Tree. A bit of correspondence later, a meeting planned. Is happy with monthly allowance, but didn't talk figures.... not a lot more info to give - watch this space.

Mr Gum Tree - Sugar day not yet confirmed.

Mr K: Mr K, after a few messages sent back and forth on Seeking Arrangement.com, we have decided to have dinner. I like his photo, and he seems quite kind and genuine. No talk of allowance yet, I will bring that up at dinner.

So tomorrow is the start of the sugar week. Sugar Day one: This is my itinerary!

1pm - Lunch in at a Steak House with Mr Suspenders.

Mr Suspenders has agreed to up allowance to 2,500 British Pounds per month. This secured the lunch date, and I like steak.

3pm - Drinks with Mr P.S

Evening - Drinks with fellow sugar baby blogger, Honey Baby... whilst keeping an eye out for those near by Sugar Daddy's :-)

Il then be taking off my sugar overdosed tiara, and having a sleep before I wake up, and Sugar Day two - the busiest of all commences!

Sugar Day two: Itinerary.

1pm - Lunch Date with Mr Perfect at a Knightsbridge Champagne and Oyster Bar

3.30PM - Drinks, hopefully not another lunch! With Mr Shot Myself In The Foot.

6.30pm - Dinner, with Mr K. Oyster bar.

8pm - full of too many oysters and probably more than a little bit tipsy, home!

So I shall of course update you on how these dates play out, there are some I am looking forward to more than others, but I'm a fair baby and if they have all got this far they deserve a chance. Ive never met more than one person in one day, so send me some sugar energy girlie's!

I don't think any of the dates will bring me any gifts. I never usually get gifts on the first date, like I know some sugar baby's do. I quite like this, as I know they don't expect anything from me, so neither do I from them. But of course a little gift is appreciative of your time.

I think, out of them all, Mr suspenders may bring me something (hopefully not a pair of suspenders)

From speaking to Mr Shot Myself In The Foot he is quite kinky. I say kinky but some of the things these sugar daddy's are into can be quite shocking, so its not actually that bad, fairly tame, but definitely a fetish. Because he has given me details of what he likes, I have thought of a little gift to bring him myself. It didn't cost me anything, but I know it will leave a lasting impression! :-)

So, if you see a little blonde baby running around London town over the next few days, stop and give me an expresso!

Wish me luck!

Love, From Baby Bow x x

A whole new week in Sugar Land, A whole new lot of Daddys!

This week I went back on the sites, well just Seeking Arrangement.com so far and I have had a very good turn out so far!

I find the best way to this is absolute blanket coverage! I write out one e-mail, just a template that covers what I want, expect, and provide and then as I read each profile I pick out extras to add the personal touch and become exactly what they are looking for... I think this is a great tip.

So for example, if one potential sugar daddy's profile page reads ' I want to find a classy, genuine and intelligent sugar babe' and another reads ' I want to find a fun, adventurous, sexual sugar babe' my replies to each will just echo exactly what they have written. It might sound simple, and like they would notice... but these are men we are talking about, and they really, really, don't :-) So the first I would write ' You come across as so sophisticated, intelligent and genuine, which are all very important traits to me' and the second daddy's reply might be all about fun, spontaneity and sexual undertones!

So after my blanket coverage of about 100 messages, I got some very decent replies. Next week I am having a sugar week - so let the sugar overdose commence!

I wont introduce you to all of my potentials, as there are only a select few who got through to round two - a passionate/classy/fun/simple/genuine.... date with baby bow! Here are the contenders:

Contender one : Mr Shot myself in the foot.

Mr Shot myself in the foot is named so because he wanted to talk about allowances before our first meeting. I agreed and mentioned the amount I would be happy with - around 4k of shiny English pounds. He agreed, somewhat excitedly - which made me examine his profile again. Turns out his 'budget' was 10,000 - 20,000 k so I just shot my little Gina covered foot off.

Its not so bad, I redeemed myself by saying 'its not all about the £ to me, a connection and mutual respect and chemistry is paramount, and Id rather start like that and see how things progress......' which is actually true, 4k is more than I used to imagine and id be more than happy with that. My eyes are bigger than my bank account! :-)

Meeting with Mr shot myself in the foot planned for next week, sugar day one/two morning coffee.

Contender two : Mr perfect.

Mr perfect, named so because he really is sugar daddy gold if everything he says/I have read/ is true. Mr perfect had one of those typical, one liner, boring profiles that hardly explains anything at all, but his location, net worth etc looked promising - so into his sugar box went one of my blanket coverage messages.

What came next took me by surprise, an absolutely delightful message to which i replied and a few hours later we had a phone conversation. This man is amazing to talk to, we spoke for over an hour and he is so charming, funny and polite. By far the best sugar phone conversation I've so far had.

Mr perfect, in true perfect style owns many property's, London apartments, countryside manors, yachts moored, Asian and American homes, the list went on, and on..... and on. He drives and owns cars, boats and planes. He isn't married. He is good looking. He is funny, seems sane. He is younger than I expected, in his 40's.??? too perfect???? We will have to see.

Meeting planned, Sugar day two, Lunch.

Contender three: Mr Suspenders

Mr Suspenders, named so as he seems to be obsessed by suspenders. Or stockings for the American baby's across the pond.

I have actually had correspondence with him before, which I think he has forgotten funnily enough, and he offered me an arrangement in the past. An arrangement of only 1k. Or 2k for the American baby's again. :-)

I'm not sure this is enough, unless he was a part time daddy and id see him only once or twice a month, but at lunch I'm going to make it clear id like double. In fact, il go in higher, so we can negotiate 'down' to double. Aim high, shoot low, that's my motto.

The thing that puts me off Mr Suspenders is he is really into showing off a girl. He likes a girl in his eyes, to dress provocatively, in my eyes - like a slut.

Now this baby is very into her fashion, and I wouldn't be seen ever, ever, ever walking around in just my suspenders a lady has to have some mystique, some allure. Not walking around with tomorrows washing for half of the Ivy to see!

Meeting planned : Sugar day one : Lunch.

That's as far as I have got, but it seems like a feast. In fact, I'm pretty sure il need to go to double Pilate's following this. I'm even considering two lunches in a row on one day, Mr suspenders will be so lucky if i come in elasticated jeans.

On the back burner are Mr showbiz, who has got a profile on SA at the moment, so I want to get back in there, and a few NY daddy's that I might meet on my next trips, but I'm holding out for the UK daddy's, they have my priority.

My french manicured nails cannot possibly type any longer, so il update with preparations for the sugar week soon!

Adios! Baby Bow x x x

Bow the real life barbie... Mr Date D.O.A

Fellow Sugars,

I have been dealt quite a blow this morning, by Mr date, naturally. But first, I will give you a little background information. Just so you can appreciate quite how shocking this is.

Since my last post, things went from bad, to perfect with Mr Date. We were in constant contact, initiated by him, from the first goodmorning to the last goodnight. We had spoken every day on the phone for the last week, planned a trip away together, laughed and enjoyed the thought of seeing each other again. Apologies had been made, and an ultimatum given.

I had explained to Mr Date that whilst I was waiting for him to get his act together, this had wasted about 2 months of my sugar search. I wanted to know when/where/how an allowance was to start - he called me once I had sent this message - I was shopping in New York at the time.

'Lets see each other Monday darling, and we can start from there, I promise'

I gave Mr Date a chance to back out if he had cold feet. I explained that i wouldn't be mad, but there must have been a reason for all these excuses and let downs. If he wasn't sure about what he wanted, he could just say. He replied ' I want you, and only you. 100%' something along those lines, he had his chance to exit the dignified way and he stuck.

So I spent the rest of my week excited at the thought, it was really happening! We were to see each other on Monday and the arrangement was to start

We planned on meeting for this lunch time - today..... as in a few hours time. I was to meet him on the corner of Sloan Square, and we would go to an exclusive restaurant I had told him I liked. After, we would enjoy each other and spend the afternoon at a hotel he was booked into and later I planned on meeting fellow sugar baby blogger Honey Baby (Honey Baby introduced myself and Mr date, so we planned to meet as he told me he would like to take us both out in the future to thank her for our meeting - in Paris he suggested!!)

I have to be honest, I had a feeling something wasn't quite right. Not only for the obvious fact he had let me down one too many times, but the way in which he acted and spoke. He would go from hot to cold, constantly, one moment nothing at all, and the next sending me message after message ' I miss you' - 'I could fall in love with you' 'I like you so so much' 'I want this to be a long and lasting relationship'...

A little while ago Mr Date had mentioned a skin care product that is only sold now in the USA, as it was discontinued in the UK. He asked me if I ever saw it on my trips to pick some up for him. Whilst in NYC I came across this product, by Keilhs, and decided to buy him some as a gift. I think sometimes its nice to show you can give a little gift too, and in most cases I still think that this is a great idea. Turn the tables a little bit. Show how you can care/listen/surprise too!

Yesterday, I spent the day with my father. Mr Date text me to ask me what I was doing, and I told him ' I'm spending the day with my father at his golf club' He told me id have a great time and continued to text me all day and all night, hot not cold, promising the next day would happen.

Then I woke up this morning. I cant say I was full of excitement, because lets be honest after the 7th let down even the most positive sugar baby in the world would have had apprehension's. My phone bleeped, and I saw the message on my screen. This was it.

(by the way i wouldn't usually post an exact message but seeing as Mr date has acted with no consideration for my feelings or shown any respect I cannot see one reason why I shouldn't)

'Baby Bow, after mentioning your day with your father yesterday who I suspect is younger than me I cant go ahead with this I'm sorry. You are a very beautiful young lady with a delightful personality but too young. I know you are going to hate me for this and suspect I have been messing you around. I haven't. Its taking considerable resolve to come to this decision. I must be mad but that's how it is. I will delete your details and not bother you again, please don't reply. Take care and I wish you every success for the future. Goodbye x x x x x '

OMG FML. - Oh yes Mr date, I wont reply to that. You have just wasted two months of my life I wont get back, but Il honor you with the silence of your phone not alerting you of any further correspondence from me. You may speak about you wife/children all you like, but I may never mention my own family... AS IF.

So I replied.

'For future reference, if your going to 'like' a young woman and ask her to send you pictures of herself, call her mobile while she is over seas numerous times, ask her to call you, arrange then re arrange then cancel dates at least once a week, expect her to be exclusive to you during this time, initiate sexual messages, take into consideration the work she has missed whilst trying to be available for you, the preparation of looking good for you each time, and the respect and patience she has shown you... the least, and I mean very least, you could do was to take her for planned lunch and chat about this face to face. A text does not suffice.

I know this at 22, I wonder how at 55 you missed it? I think i have been naive, and you are most likely not what you seemed.'

So there you have it, myself and Mr date. Over before it started. Dead on arrival.

I'm also going to take a picture of the gift I bought him, which he knows about, and e-mail it to him. I'm not sure why, I just think that would make me feel better! If he was a good man he would compensate me for all this time spent and gifts etc.... but I know that would not happen.

So ladies, who did Mr Date think I was? Did he think I was from the sugar baby garden, grown from a seed, ageless and frozen in time for him to pick and use at his will? Did he think a stork flew over London, dropped me off, and left me to fend for myself? Did he believe I was a real life barbie, born of no parents, just packaged up for him by mattel?

What ever Mr date thought, he thought wrong. Men like him are ten a penny, and I can have another him in a minute :-) Except I don't want another him, I want a real man.

So there you have it, goodbye Mr Date. It was a bother having you. But I learnt some lessons and I have picked myself back up, re adjusted my tutu, shook up my hair, and dusted off the louboutins.

Watch out boys!!!!!!!!!!

Love always, Baby Bow x x x

Baby isnt sure....

Hello Gorgeous Girls and Boys,

Since my last post I am really not sure what has gone on, it has been like a rollercoaster and I'm trying to catch up.... some good, some bad. And I don't know how to take it.

Mr Date and I had lots of communication after the first date, we would speak everyday, id get text message after text message, he would say the *sweetest* things ever that I love, we all love a bit of sweetness and to feel wanted. Well that's how he made me feel.

Now I'm left wondering if Mr Date just has the gift of the gab?

After the sweet week, came the no response week. Mr date took him self from king of my sugar kingdom, to urban legend as I wondered why he wasn't his 'usual' self. Id get texts, far between, and usually in response to mine not off his own back, that disappointed me.

Now, after about 2-3 planned dates, we still haven't met again. I suppose that's how he got his name, Mr Date, Mr Date is just too hard to date?

I of course have remained patient, I really do/did/i don't know see the potential not only in him, but in us. Us, as I genuinely liked him and would have made him very happy, i know that, I am a very good sugar princess and he would have been my sugar king.

Im not sure what to do next, I want to believe that we will meet soon. I am patent and I admire honesty. I wonder if Mr Date has a reason, maybe he would like more time or maybe he really is very very busy, If this was the case id like to know. Id be there in the back ground for him, until he was ready.

Im confused, because I have made an agreement with him. We made a deal. We have agreed on everything from the time we will spend with each other, to the finacial part, to the fact we like each other. I have trusted that it was genuine. I have trusted that he is genuine. We took our hands out and we shook on it. I took my profiles down and I beived in it.

And now im stuck in the middle and im not sure where I am going to go from here...

I might be feeling a little sorry for myself as I was due to meet him today. He said we were starting again, and putting all the ups and downs behind us (I cant quite believe there are any ups and downs, after the first date only!) but now only time will tell.
I just send him a message to explain how I feel. All through this I have never once gotten mad or said a bad word to him, Il always remain calm but deep down im ultra disappointed and let down. Lets see what he replies.... and wether Mr Date will become Mr Second Date........

Love, Baby B xxx

UPDATE : I just got the reply, saying he understands why I would feel confused. And that he wants me very much............. As nice as this is, it doesnt explain too much, albeit short, time I think will tell us...........