Baby isnt sure....

Hello Gorgeous Girls and Boys,

Since my last post I am really not sure what has gone on, it has been like a rollercoaster and I'm trying to catch up.... some good, some bad. And I don't know how to take it.

Mr Date and I had lots of communication after the first date, we would speak everyday, id get text message after text message, he would say the *sweetest* things ever that I love, we all love a bit of sweetness and to feel wanted. Well that's how he made me feel.

Now I'm left wondering if Mr Date just has the gift of the gab?

After the sweet week, came the no response week. Mr date took him self from king of my sugar kingdom, to urban legend as I wondered why he wasn't his 'usual' self. Id get texts, far between, and usually in response to mine not off his own back, that disappointed me.

Now, after about 2-3 planned dates, we still haven't met again. I suppose that's how he got his name, Mr Date, Mr Date is just too hard to date?

I of course have remained patient, I really do/did/i don't know see the potential not only in him, but in us. Us, as I genuinely liked him and would have made him very happy, i know that, I am a very good sugar princess and he would have been my sugar king.

Im not sure what to do next, I want to believe that we will meet soon. I am patent and I admire honesty. I wonder if Mr Date has a reason, maybe he would like more time or maybe he really is very very busy, If this was the case id like to know. Id be there in the back ground for him, until he was ready.

Im confused, because I have made an agreement with him. We made a deal. We have agreed on everything from the time we will spend with each other, to the finacial part, to the fact we like each other. I have trusted that it was genuine. I have trusted that he is genuine. We took our hands out and we shook on it. I took my profiles down and I beived in it.

And now im stuck in the middle and im not sure where I am going to go from here...

I might be feeling a little sorry for myself as I was due to meet him today. He said we were starting again, and putting all the ups and downs behind us (I cant quite believe there are any ups and downs, after the first date only!) but now only time will tell.
I just send him a message to explain how I feel. All through this I have never once gotten mad or said a bad word to him, Il always remain calm but deep down im ultra disappointed and let down. Lets see what he replies.... and wether Mr Date will become Mr Second Date........

Love, Baby B xxx

UPDATE : I just got the reply, saying he understands why I would feel confused. And that he wants me very much............. As nice as this is, it doesnt explain too much, albeit short, time I think will tell us...........

After the date...

I'm kind of still on a very happy high from my date with Mr Date, we get on really well and speak all the time, he is always sending me really thoughtful texts and updates and I really like that.

I wouldn't like a SD where we would only be in touch when he wanted to see me, I know some people would prefer that, especially if they had a BF or wanted to keep their life completely separate. Where as I like to be in full contact with my SD, receiving calls and messages in between our times together. I feel happy when I wake up in the morning and there is a text there waiting for me :-)

My next date with Mr date is next week, I'm not too sure where or what we will be doing but its all very exciting. I'm meeting him when I get home from a little trip I'm taking this weekend, which is good because I am looking forward to seeing him, but unfortunate because after being in the air for 12 hours you feel like a hot air balloon. So il make a date with my friend Mr Peppermint tea, and that should help prepare a little! I also wonder if he will give me my allowance on this meeting..... we shall have to see.

On the one hand I hope so, not only because I have mentally spent it, hehe, but also because I can then truly relax and enjoy the relationship as that will show its all above board and serious. On the other hand I would understand if I didn't get it, or all of it, on our second date. Obviously you have to be careful, and he may worry id take it and then never see him again - which of course us respectable baby's would never do but i bet its happened to daddy's in the past.

Now that Ive found Mr Date, I have removed myself from any websites I had a profile on, which was actually just Sugar Daddie.com at the time. I feel he deserves my full attention, so that I can mould and nurture our arrangement into exactly what we both want, and I know that if I give it my all I will be treated very very well.

Some people may think its unwise to 'put all of your eggs in one basket' but I don't see it this way. I know he likes me, and I like him - so everything now is just getting to know one another and putting the time and effort in.

Even if you want to find multiple Sugar Daddy's, you should always put your search on hold while your in this stage of the relationship. You don't want to blow your chances by being pre occupied with thoughts, e-mails, nerves, meetings etc with other men, and in most cases Sugar Daddy will want to be your only one, so you don't want to mix it up for yourself if he senses he is not.

I'm very serious about Mr Date, I genuinely like him and I've decided he is the one I am concentrating on. We had a little handshake and spoke about what we both wanted from our relationship, and now we are at the beginning. I cant wait to see where we go from here....

Love, Baby Bow x