In my last post I mentioned how P and I have a strange relationship, but I didn't detail. Ive actually hardly posted on him during the 6 months we have been 'dating' and now I have decided to be a little more open...
From day one I have found P to be the most genuine of gentlemen I have ever met. I am genuinely very attracted to him, he makes me laugh and I cheer him up when he is having a bad day. We speak on the phone or at least text almost everyday, although I see him less often due to our clashing travel plans and our work...
In every single way, its perfect - at least it is from my point of view. I assume it is from his end too, as its gone on for too long now for us not to like each other.
Here comes the strange part - we have not had sex, nor have we really even kissed.
I have stayed with him a few times, lately on the trip to Dubai, but he always books me a separate room.
Now, as you can imagine this has confused me a great deal. Sure, I like a gentleman and sure its nice to know I'm not being used what so ever, but this is like something out of a 19'20s silent movie... I'm flirting, he is flirting, we are flirting. But that's where it stops. Thanks for this evening, and a kiss on the cheek!
At first, I thought he was gay, and I was his beard. But, I have come to the conclusion that he couldn't be less gay, plus the day we met he told me he is looking for a girlfriend. Then, I thought we might just be friends, so I sent him a message hinting at the situation, and he responded by saying he is just out of practice...
Its not a big deal, I love to spend time with him and in a way its so nice to get to know each other without all of that in the way, but I'm at the point where I am MORE THAN COMFORTABLE with us sharing a bed... or a kiss, at least.
So there you have it, my strange little set up with Perfect, I will keep you updated!
Kisses :-)
Baby Bow xx
*Update P.S - G got back in touch with me, after my cut throat message, can you believe it! He said something about being busy, so I said il leave the ball in your court. He replied ' The ball is in my court. Game, set match. And we are matched. Il be in touch' I WAS SICK IN MY MOUTH. CHEESE ON TOAST OR WHAT!!! No thank you Mr G, No thanking you x
just kiss him. maybe he doesn't know you are attracted to him. Kiss him, passionately. at least next time he might make the first move. there u have it.
ReplyDeleteIt sounds easier than it is... I am confident but I expect the man to make the moves, I want him to want me!
ReplyDeleteBut alas, I think you are right. I have decided that I have to grab him and just do it :) I just hope he beats me to it x
I'm the same, What your FB name?
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